I have no idea of what Heaven is like, but I know it is a good place because you are with God. And I'm glad Paul is there, if he can't be with us then being with God is the best place to be.
However, I don't want to be there, I'm happy here - I'm glad I'm alive.
This is the first time I have acknowledged that thought.
I've realised that letting go is necessary and it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. I had made all sorts of assumptions on how the children grieved; that I shouldn't change things in case it upset them. When actually keeping things as a living memory, never moving forward, causes more harm.
I have discovered a new zest for life.
God has given me His hand and I walk with Him, no longer scared but with a hunger for life.
I can now say Life's Good!
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